I don't think I can handle it for much longer. Tomorrow I'm going to go back to that stupid doctor and ask him for some painkillers that actually work. Panadene Forte manages to dull this motherfucker slightly - just enough that my body doesn't actually convulse every time I swallow - for about 2 hours. Unfortunately, I can only take two of them every six hours, otherwise my liver will fail and I will die.

Does anyone know of a reliable way to render oneself unconscious? Apart from strangulation that is. That would kill me from the pain.